This only just happened like a few hours ago, I just got seattled down.
I was on my computer and I heard this strange noise coming from my closet, So I went and looked inside....nothing there.
So I went and sat back down, and it started up again... I just looked back at the closet and the noise stopped. This happened 2 or 3 times. After that I got back up and went and Looked inside the closte, again and started SCREAMING, like crazily screaming, crying, couldn't talk, move, nothing. It took a while then someone came up stairs fiding me scratching paint off the way leaving a big stop on the wall (while still dramaticly crying). Im 13 years old, I mean, I don't do drugs, drink, nothing.
This has been going on for a year and everyone has given up on me becasue I have drastic personality change and sometimes I am as If i have been possesed by demoonds, I mean that literaly. I Can sit in my room for days and not eat becasue my body wont let me eat. Sometimes I hurt myself without being able to control myself.
I remeber sitting in math class one day and I look at the window and the snow on the window turned to a face, and I was crying silently to myself. This guys was staring at me so I looked over at him and his face chnage into something I can't describe and I ran out of the room. Later I got sent home.
I've been to hospital's for It, and No medication helps. I've been to the hospital for suicide attemps, So Im starting to miss school becasue of it now. You can see the cornner I sit in and scratch paint from, for hours I dig my nails into the wall.
As of now, Im slightly ok. But I never know when Im going to change. No one even cares for me any more because Im too dangerous to be around. I basiclly locked in my room, and my docter comes once a week to check in.
I have been diagnoised with depression, which I have trouble dealing with on my own. I often feel betray, and Not worthy. I wish I was normal, and had parents that were like parents.
~People who are crazy do not know nor do the admit that they are crazy~
Help me please?
Im sorry for the grammer mistakes, I was rushing.