I am 20, and I'm not ready to be treated like an old maid yet. People walk over me just to check out my junior high school sister. It hurts because I can't show my face to anyone. I don't have any self esteem. I lost it when I "was" attractive, in-between 5-16. My self esteem has lowered drastically, I have never been treated so bad in public. The whole world seems to hate me because I'm not a teenager anymore. I just want to end my life and have respect in heaven. But I want to become a great photographer as well. I can't leave, but I can't stand the new treatment I'm getting. Please is there a way I can make my long face look younger? My chin is larger too. I can't even feed myself out of shame. Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Please help me out here.
Just so you know, I love my family, I can't tell them about this. I can't stand it when people that used to like me are only interested into my sister. I can't even have a normal social life because of how ugly I have become. :(
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How can I make myself look younger please help me! It's becoming an unbearable issue!?
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Posted 2 years ago #
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What? I'm 20 and I don't give a fuck about not being little anymore. I mean, I miss my childhood and the good old days..but it's time for you to grow up. You want to hold onto your childhood when you are supposed to focus on being an adult now. I have no idea what you are expecting, of course people are going to look at your foolishly and treat you as a fool since you are a 20 year old who can't let go of the fact it's time for you to grow up. I think you need to start focusing on your photography..grow up, be an adult, and start looking more professional. I know how you dress and look can affect your additude about that stuff, but it's impossible to tell you what you should be doing without a picture.
Posted 2 years ago # -
It is all about what you think what other people think of you. Maybe they think you are beautiful, but you never think so, because you preset the idea that you are ugly. But you are not. Just focus less on how you look, try to make yourself look natural, and focus more on the photography you like. Someday people will check you out before you even notice.
Posted 2 years ago # -
you poor thing! you need to learn to love yourself for who you are! life goes on and your attitude towards it determines everything... if you don't feel beautiful how do you expect others to think your beautiful? stay strong! and keep your attitude up! Looks ALWAYS fade eventually but Personality's stay forever so if you have a beautiful personality people will be drawn towards you and want to be around you... think about it... who wants to be around someone who is always depressed and complains about themselves? im sure you wouldn't want to hangout or talk to someone like that. Peole will walk all over you and treat you bad if you let them.. so if you Love yourself you will be confident and people wont mess with you or treat you wrong.
also things that might help you feel better about yourself- you could try playing with different kinds of makeup? doing different things with you hair? please just dont go dressing like a slut and trying to get the wrong type of attenton tho.. that can just end up making things worse- respect yourself.Good Luck!
Posted 2 years ago #
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