8 months ago, i was a completely different person. used to like to be by myself at times, take it easy, not party so much. now... i dont even know how to explain it. everything i stood for went down the tubes. last weekend i tried blow for the first time. this weekend i did it friday and saturday, and idk why but i even sniffed a perk. I told myself that i would never get into that shit. and i did it no hesitation. honestly im losing myself. Im so dissapointed but i just want more. I feel like im lonely. i have friends to keep me company but i feel alone. I want to stop, and be myself again. but I think i might be gone forever. i am constantly thinking about what it would be like if i just killed myself. i know i would never do it, but it feels like the easiest way to stop the pain i feel.. most people will read this and call me a whiny girl, but please i just need advice.
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I feel like I'm losing myself, i need someone to tell me I'm going to be okay.?
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