My mom was on drugs for a long time (from the time i was born til i was 14)(She got out the place a year ago)Well now i'm 16 and she's trying to make my brother out to be the worst person to ever walk the earth. She was so grateful for him until a a week or so ago when she walked in on me changing and saw all my scars. I understand most were stab or bullet scars but honestly i live in brooklyn. It's called being in the wrong place at the wrong time and he couldn't had stop any of it. Like really he's only 27 and trying to raise me since i was 10 and she went to the place. I know last night made me madder then ever because she said coke was way better then me. I'm trying to build a relationship with her i honest to God am but i dont get it.....
some please explain this
please no rude comments
(also only reason i call it the place because i never learned the true name sorry)
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is my mom back on drugs?(ex drug head help)?
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Posted 1 year ago #
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Your mother does not love coke more then she loves you even if she said it. Saying something like that, especially to your child is probably very hurtful for you to hear but I am sure she is hurt too just for even speaking those words. A lot of the time anger comes from fear and people sometimes say or do stupid things out of anger/fear because they don't know how to express themselves and are scared. It is more common for ex drug addicts to speak like this because they have so much fear caused by guilt. Your mother does not really hate you or your brother, she simply feels like a failure - especially when she sees those scars and she is afraid so she is trying to blame someone else. If she was that upset then it is likely that she relapsed but there is a chance that she didn't. If I was you I would try to get her into a detox or something? Sometimes people need that extra push and support to really get clean.
Posted 1 year ago #
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