Ok well first..Its great news that your alive and well!
second try and go to an Adult Education class/ school whatever its called. Get your GED.
Go around to different restaurants, or retail stores and aplly for a job!
As for your living situation, there has to be a shelter of some sort around! Or when you get a job sae your money up for an affordable apartment.
Barak Obama is the president of the united states
lady gaga is a new artist, she is very unique
KeSha is a new artist as well
No you should not curl up and die, you hit a detour, a challege, and the best thing to do is to pursue that challege, and go around that detour! You will make it in life, and you will be alright.
I hope that helps. I wish you the best of luck.