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Suicidal. sitting here with a knife...... please read?

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  1. Erick
    Member

    So I'm 14 and I'm feeling extremely suicidal right now.
    I guess it just one of those days but I never felt it this bad.
    Please don't tell me to talk to my teacher at school because I don't even go... (that's a different story that I will not go in to.)
    Please don't tell me to call a suicide hotline i just did and they weren't much help so I decide to come on here and post a question.
    I tried watching my fav move but it made me sadder ... i tried listening to music and writing down my feelings but my mom found the paper and told me to never write something like that again.
    I have many ways to kill my self.
    I could take pills, hang my self, use a glock , stab my self, drown my self and more.
    If you don't know what a glock is please look it up.
    If your thinking how can I hang my self?? I got many ways I could do it outside my window since In 3 story house.
    Please don't tell me to call one of my friends because I really don't have any. they all left me because they found someone cooler.
    I'm sitting in my room right now while typing this thinking of what I should do.
    I would like to talk to someone right now but no one wants to....
    So I guess I can ask.. can somebody please talk to me????
    I'm not asking you to be like a psychologist .. just be an listening ear or something.
    I'm sitting here with a knife in my had begging for someone to talk to me before I hurt my self...
    I don't know why I want to do this.. but I know I'm about to. I want to leave this world
    I want to be gone from all the pain and hurt.......... I know in my heart suicide is the only way out for me...... please stop me by actually talking to me right now... this second. I don't have time to wait... I'm on a suicidal urge .... I'm not a bad person...... I'm just stuck in a hole I cant get out............

    Posted 2 years ago #
  2. Jazie
    Member

    Dude, don't kill yourself.
    After that everything is done.
    What's the point of that?
    You can get better,
    and who are you to take your own life? Your not God.
    IM me if you honestly need help.

    Posted 2 years ago #
  3. Sdfg
    Member

    your life is worth something

    Posted 2 years ago #

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