When I was 14, I started dating a guy who was 17. That was my first mistake. I didn't know him that well but really liked him. So I was pretty thrilled when he started texting me.We decided that I would go over his house for the night. So I told my Mom that I was staying over a friends and left.
I got to his house and it was okay, we fooled around a bit. His Mom left and he got up and locked his bedroom door, pulled down the blinds, and put on some loud music. I didn't understand at first but then I realised it was to drown the noise out and keep me in. Then he started throwing me around, I got bruises up my back and on my wrists from where he pinned me down. He started having sex with me, he called me a slut and said no-one would want me but him. After he finished I was bleeding heavily, I didn't understand. I crawled to the bathroom and had a shower, I felt so dirty.
The next morning I woke up extra early and snuck out home, my Mom found out where I was and i ran away, she found me.
I can't go on to describe some of the things that followed. But even nearly 2 years after, I still can't make sense of what happened to me, and why. Please help, I'm so confused!